~lama x create~

wahh..da lama neh x menconteng blog!!hehe..thaxx kak maya update blog adeq!!ilysm!!ngeee~~hmm..ak syaket ag..xpe sbarla dlm prubatan neh,.haa..xtau nk conteng ap..ak sdey tgk kak maya n abg boy :( diorg psangan yg bhagia ak tgk :( npew ley jd cm neh?tp ak xde hak pon nk msok campur hal diorg..munkin diorg lbeh tau ap yg tbaek..tp ak turut sedey untk diorg..ak anya mmpu bdoa agr mereka kmbali bsama,ak x nk tgk abg boy n kak maya sdey2 ag...ak ska tgk manja diorg,pic2 diorg yg sweet..<3sweet kapel<3 

~ak da give up~

ak da give up..biarla segalanya..ak x tau na jaga aty dia mcm mna ag??x ckup ag kew??haa??sdey ya tuhan...sedey...anya tuhan ja yg tau ttg aty ak neh :(( sdeyy..mmg owg ckp lau kawan lama2 lau tuhan x letakkn jd0h ktew nan dia x jady jgk...so biarla..ak da give up..ak x nk ptahan ag hbungan ini..ak sorg ja yg brusaha..dia??ad brusaha??so..biarla..biar lap0k dek kenangan kamii...-xtau na ckp cm na g..sdey yg teramat..so..wt xtau je ha la nihh.. :((

sdey ! bsday girlz yg pling sdey ! patut nya ak epy ! :'( thaxx pda yg wish besday ak ! ak hargai k0rg egt !! hmm..lau ak x gtau x kn egt punya ! thaxx 4 u !!!!!!!!hmm..um0 ak da mkin mningkat p0n..s0 x de perangai budak2 ag !!! x tau na conteng apa....besday :(( xtaula!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~keliru~

makin lma makin ssh...ak sendry x faham dgn aty ak neh... ==' smalam dy p KL da..sblom 2 dy luahan kn isi aty dy..."ayg da x mnja mcm dlu,ayg da laen,bla abg mara ayg menjawab,bla abg mrh ayg da x pndai amek aty abg" :'( ase bd0sa sgt3...mmg ak laen..tp ak laen sbb ak sket aty ap yg dia wt at ak dlu....sket..ru dy tau ru dy rsaa..tp nthlaa....dy menagis...sdey...smkin ary ak seba salah.."lau ayg da x ska at ayg abg ayg gtau la,x pyh wt abg mcm neh,lau ayg ada org len gtau ja abg xmara ayg mmg x mnja cm dlu ag.."sdey :(( dy 2????cm naa,,ak x nk luka kn aty dy....ak p0n tau lau kcewa an prasaan 0rg yg btul2 ikhlas ikhlas kecewa dgn perangai ak...Ya Allah...serabut n kelirunya ak....!! :((

~ada apa dgn cinta~

ada apa ha ngn cinta??yg dpat sket aty??kcewa??merana??knp bahagian hanya seketika??knpa haa?? ==' ni ke adat bcinta??saket,perit...pedih dlam aty neh x de siapa tau...hanya TUHAN yg tau...eerm..alhamdulillah,kelmarin da baek da suma nyaa...lega aty ak...wlapon bkn hal ak..tp ak da anggap diorg family ak...ak x nk bmasam2 mka ag....hmmm..juz ak kesal sgt ngn pangai s0me0ne neh...npew dia pnting kn owg laen dri family dia sendry....smpai bla p0n ku x kan mnx t0lg ag...haha..lary dri bab cinta neh...hmmm..cinta?Ad s'setengah 0wg ckp cinta e2 indah??indah kew??hmm..mula2 jew ha yg indah...bla da lma2 perit p0n ad...saket aty neh..dh 5taun lbih tp npew suma neh bubah sekelip mata??owg ckp lau bcinta lma2 cpt bohsan??btul kew??ak da mls na bcinta....pengalaman slama 5taun lbih neh ak ase ak yg nyk mgalah....bkn diaa..suda laa..ak ase cm x na truskan ubungan neh...ag da give-up....tp ak x de kekuatan untk suma neh??npew ak x ley na ckp...dy..owg x nk sket kn aty dy...dy....owg syg dia sgt2...owg arap dy ley tggu owg na??sllu owg bdoa agar TUHAN bg owg jalan sbaek2 nyaa...AMIN :'(

~what evaaa~

tension haa!!tension sesgt....ak da mls na pkir sal dia ag,suda laa..biarla berakhir...skunk ak na fokus pda study jew..hmm OS??npa dia ska ak plak?? ==' pdahal dlu km 1 skool..tp x pnh tgur..1 g..hmm..egt 1 skola nan - - -  neh syok..tp upa2nya x...lbeh merana  ad aarr...bncy btul...mlut lau x rety jga mcm 2 laa..sbar jela...hmmm..plek la OS neh...lawak p0n ad..huhu..ak na ckp cm na p0n x tau sal dia 2...biarlaa..mls laa..ak pkir,mkin meranaa..aty x tenteram..ap slh ak..?ak x pnh t0lak ap yg dia nk..tp nehh blasan??myb ak nrh ng0k sgt k0t ek0t jew suma ckp diaa..tp ak ekot tanfa ak h0rmat at dia sbagai bf ak...tp dia?x pkir p0n sal aty ak....ses0rg yg amat baek..ak arap dia ley sabar menanty ak....sbar melayan kerenah ak....ak mnx mf lau ak da slah..sgguh ak takot untuk khilangan mu...ak cyg kam0o sgt3...tp cinta?nth laa..ak mls na fkir sai 2 ag,,tp dlm msa yg sma ak tkut untk khilangan kam0o... )': hmm,nthlaa...sk0ol bru bez laa..classmate ak baek2..suma hepy gudlucky...huhu..the bezt laa.. :p

~letehnyerr~

waa..leteh nyerr..leteh sgt3,, ==' tp sbar jelaa..hmm..td at skola,mcm2 gelagat dak kelaz ak..huhu..mencuit aty jgk larhh..okeh la dak klaz ak..sporting..dpt ckgu2 pon okeh2...alhamdulillah...tp ak msih sggan ag larh at skola 2..yela kan ak bru msok dua ary..so ak x bape knal sgt dak2 stu..ad la ak knal..yg bru knal pon ramah2 gk laa..huhu..sonok nyerr..erm..tp kn..ak x gna da nom lma 2..npe dia nk sgt..hmm..biar la,2 kn sim dia bly...so hak dia la sim 2..ak x nk amek da sim 2..biar la..dia nk sgt...amek laa..aty ak sket larhh...aty ak tluka..pedih..npa la ak asyik wt dia mara..tiap2 ary..x ley ak wt dia epy cm awex owg len..sabar jelaa..hmm..ak nk kata ap..da x nk mlawan2..ak ase ckup laa..tp ak x berany nk gtau diaaa..ak x kuatt..ak x de kekuatan untk kata at diaa..hmm..biar la dia x tau..ak luah aja at blog neh..x da spa nk dgar luahan ak neh...seorg insan ja yg tau ak...ak syg dia sgt3..dia sllu nan ak...ak CURANG KAH??AK CURANGKAH BLA KEKASIH AK  X AMEK TAU SAL AK N OWG LEN LBEH CARING??2 curang kew suma 2??ak ase ak mmg byk bubah..sbb dia bubah...ak jd degil sbb diaa..ak tluka nan diaa..tluka..aty ak retakk..skunk ak jrang on9..mlass..ak nk tumpu an pda study ak...ak na bjaya cm abg ak yg skunk practikal cikgu kat melaka smpai bulan 6 neh..arap2 abg ak bjaya mnjady se0rg guru.... :) AMIN...

~sko0L baru~

ermm,,skola bru..so kna sesuai an dri larh...erm,,alhamdulillah bdak klaz ak okeh2...ermm..cma wktu rehat larh xtau nk rehat nan spa..so ak rehat nan fatyn..diaa?bley dia kata ak x gtauu dia tkar skola??astagar...hmm..susa btoii..mlm neh ak sket..tp than jela..bru 1 hary msok skolaa..xnk la p osptal plak..dammm..7/4(kamis) neh kna p wt scopee..ak takott haa..lau ak jd pa pe..ak mnx mf dri ujung pala ingga ujung kaki...erm..ya allah.npa sket neh..sket sgt,,tp xnk gtau mama n abh ak,,ank diorg isau sal ak g..ckup la diorg rsau dlu..hmmm...sdeyy nya mlm nehh!!! :'( damm...