Thursday 31 March 2011

~npe ak tkut~

~senggal~
ak takut laa.. :'(  npe dia x msg o cul pon arie niy??of ncet lak 2..xde betry laa adhila..jgn la pkr bkn2..dia lm utan turh.. == ,dammmmmmmmm!!!!!npa ak tkut sgt neh??npe ak tkut dia tggalkn ak??y??xpyah la tkut...arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!ak neh da gler ke hape neh!!!???come on adhilaaa...dont be like thiss!!!dh la tkut na msok skola bru ahad neh..moga2 x de ap2..ad la jgk dak skola bru 2 ak knal beberapa owg...xpewlaa..jnjy ak x skola lama 2..slagy ad dia yg si mlut celupar 2..mluattt!!!hateeeee sgt3..arap2 ak aman  d'skola bru..dammm..awk npew x col o msg sy??awk mara an sy erk sal smalam..awk..sy takut neh... :'(  mna awk??sy risauu..ehh..ak neh da gla ke hapee!!??hahah..ak x fhm... =))

Tuesday 29 March 2011

menagis ak dgar lgu neh... :'(  npe erk? kata2 dia btul2 wt ak mgalirkn airmta nihh...sdey...npe ak prlu egt ag...
4 s'seorg yg hadir dlm ed0p ak..maaf..xsgaja ku melukan aty mu..sumpah...syggss kamoo...arp kmoo sabar dgn ku..sy btul2 syg an kamoo..tp cinta??hmm..nthlaa..tp sumpah sy x nk khilangan kamoo.. :((

~bncy sgt3~

bency..ak bncy sgt2..npa dia bubah??haa??tggal kn ak..lau ase ak myusahkn..npa wt ak mcm ni??ak x nk ag ngn ko..ko bley p selamnya..ak tau ko da bncy an ak..so ko lepas kn ak pegy wt slamanya..npa ssh sgt ko nk lpaskn ak..ko ska ak derita?ko ska tgk ak mnagis?ko ska ak merana kn??ko egt ak nk tagih cinta ko kn??maaf..ak bkn adhila yg dlu..ak bkn adhila yg lemah nk tagih blik cinta ko...ak bkn eila yg lemah akn mgalirkn airmta pabila gado..maaf..ak bkn yg dlu..mmg btul ckp ko ak bubah...ak bubah sbb ko bubah,,ko abaikan kn ak..ko biar ak menagis sorg2..ko tggalkn ak wktu ak plukan ko..wktu 2 ko kt mna??ko bfoya2 at sna..ak kt snie sket,yg ko tau ko ckp ap2 gtau..bla ak gtau,dua tiga ary ko ok..lps 2 ko ulang blik pragai ko..ko egt ak x de perassan??sudah laa..ak ase lbih bek ko relakn ak bpisah..ak x nk mnagis ag...tolg la pegy jauh2 dri id0p ak....tolong la..ko tau x wktu ko abaikn ak ade org yg sllu dgn ak..ko tau x??ko tau x 24jam dia sllu msg n col ak..ko tau x??smpai dia x tdo tman ak..ko tau x??dia sbuk pon dia still ucp nk tman ak tp dia na kja..ko tau x??xpnh dia lupa untk ucp "jaga diri baek2" ko tau x suma 2??haa??tolg laaa..ak x nk mnagis sbb ko ag... ;'(

~sy x fhm ap yg awk nk~

apa yg awk nk sbenarnya??awk egt sy neh x de prasaan kew??xde aty??awk egt awk sorg jew tau mara??awk egt sy neh patung kew??awk egt sy neh tunggul yg x de prasaan kew??awk egt sy neh msa awk perlu jew awk pggey..bler x perlu awk ley tggal sy ssuka aty haa??time awk perlu kn sy awk layan sy,tp blew awk x perlukn sy awk wt x peduly jew at sy??sy bkn ank patung!!!sy ad prasaan!!!sy ade aty!!!sy tau jgk erty saket aty!!bkn awk sorg jew!!!awk tggal kn sy jew la..sy x nk awk ag..sy x nk awk...awk tolg pegy dry id0p sy..sy x nk tgk awk ag!!pegy laaa....

Monday 28 March 2011

~penat~

penat.. >.< dri pkul 9 lbeh smpai okul 2 urus ptukaran skool..alhamdulillah da setel :) hurmm..hary ahad neh msok skol bru.. :) h0pe skool bru baek2 ja..mybe mla2 msok 2 segan sikt..tp lma2 insayaallah ok...takot jgk la :) haha.. x) adoii..takut jgk larh..hik3..saket kpala plak,ujn..sjuk nyerr..hmm..status ak?ape erk?ak sndry x pasty..daaaa...nakalnya ak..hik3.. :P

~ex-girlz dia~

mmg la ak x kapel ag nan diaa..hurmm..tp npew ex-girl dia wt hal??spew soh dia xnk jg b0y dia dlu??ak konfiuss..ak knal ex-girlz diaa.. :( mslah skonk..ex-gf dia 2 mmbe ak jgk..ak knal jgk,,dia ckp at ak dia x ley trma knyataan lau ex-bf dia 2 ad ppoan len..spa soh dia xnk jga???ak sdey laa.. :(((so skunk cm na ak pon xtau nk ckp..ermmm... :(

~xfaham~

lama x menconteng blog...ak x fhm.. ==' hurmm.. dia ckp na ptuz??but still pggey ak ''ayang'' ape neh ==' hurmm... :'( adoiii...nth laa..bezz :) abg yg ak knal da bek nan ak :) syg dia..hurmm..cm na neh..serabut nyaaa...mcm2 msalh..tp alhamdulillah ak dpt selesai 1 dmi 1..erm,,xtau nk conteng apa dh..huhuhu.. :)

Thursday 24 March 2011

~dua ,3 ary neh ak ase sedey sgt~

da lma x menyonteng blog =='
dua 3 ary neh ak sdey sgt2..anya TUHAN saja yg tau :'( lm ym plak ak hmm..sdey..xtau nk ckp cm neh..ak x pnh ase sesedey neh lau gado nan dak2 ym..gdo nan bro yg ak syg lak 2..ak da mnx mf..tp still mara ke??ak takot na tnya..xtau la..bf??huhu..now im singlee..hik3..so spa nk mai isi borang mai la..but..==; npe ak msty egt at dia ag..mau x egt :'( ak da 5taun lbey :'((mcm mna x sdey n x teringat..but someone come in my lifee...mmg bhagia bla ktew sdey dia byk bg smangat..tp..hmmm..npa byangan dia jgk yg msty ak nmpak??my m0m ckp,hmm..sbar laa..mmg la bla da kwn lma,aty mna x teringat :'(( PLEASE GO FROM MY LIVE! either u dont need me again in ur live!!i know that!!!!!! menanty 7/4 neh..takot..kalo ad ap2..:(( ak mnx maaf kt spa2 yg pnh trasa nan ak :'((

Wednesday 9 March 2011

~t0day is me~

y?y?haha..xda pa pee..ermm..nilah ak..hik3..erm..syum?x perlu kata ap2..huhu..adesss..npe neh nan ak????epy ke =.= sdey ke =.= hurmmm......blog ak neh kosg ag neh..x byk ag ak tlis..t laa..line plak sloww..hurmm..kak ak??npa dia ska sgt cri fasal ngn ak..smalam mama ak mara ak,,hurmm..ase cm na lary jew dri uma neh..ak x nk wt sc0pe 2 buleh x??ak x nk wt..wtpe ak wt lau ak myusahkn family ak..smalam ak terasa sgt ngn kata2 mama ak..erm...pz neh ak x nk dh gtau ape2 dh..=,= sdeyy :'( ( ( smalam ak x ley tdo mna ngn saket :( saket neh saket sgt,npew saket neh x nk ilang2..kwn?ase cm lam dunia neh ak x de kwn jeww...skunk neh kwn p0n memilih dh..ak neh bkn kwn spe dh..:(

Tuesday 8 March 2011

~serabut!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1hary neh serabut ada mmbe cm xdak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!fuckerrrrr!!!!bencyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...ekot aty ak nk lary ja dry suma neh.....ak rsa x sggup dh nk adapy mulut manusia didunia neh lg!!!!!!!!!Ya Allah..id0p ku semakin sdeyyyyyyy...............salah ka ak saket?slah kew!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!apa yg dengki sgt sal ak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ak xkaco ampa!!!!!!!!!!!!xkco ksihatan ampaaaaaaaaaaa...ampaaaaaa rasa kew ak saket..ampa tau kewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1jgn ggu id0p ak ag!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ak bency!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ak bency!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11jgn harap ak tgur ampa!!!!!!!!!!FUCKER.....JGN KACO IDOP AG VAVIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!bg ak aktenangan!!!!npa ampa ska ggu ak!!!!!!ak manusia biasa gk!!!ak ada aty..ak ada prsaan!!!ak lemah!!!ak pon tau jgk mara CIAL!!!bangang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'( ( ( ( ( ( ( (

Monday 7 March 2011

~m0od k0~

ape ak ase neh?? adess.. npe tbe2 m0od ak ase sedey neh.. ak x nk folow up scope 2 bley x?? ak ase takut sgt3..npew neh?? adoii.. erm.. yg epy td kak maya cul.. hik3.. tkejut egt kn n0m spew.. hehe.. epy + sdey = xtau (*_*) (=.=) erm,,mslah mmg byk lm kehidupan neh :( xtertanggung asenyaa... :'( sdeyyyy,,tetiba ase sayuuuuu... :'( namo wt scope 2.. biar la saket cm neh... :'( :'( apa na jd ngn ak neh,,,npe saket neh x mo ilang.. :'( :'( :'( mama n abah ak msty pk cm ne kshihatan ak.. ak x nk nyusah kn di0rg ak.. ak ase cm ak neh ank yg x guna je asyik myusahkan family ak neh.. :'( org tgk je la ak bhagia,ak senyum,tp dlm aty neh..korg tau kew??? :'(

Sunday 6 March 2011

bosan da nk rehat

bosan suda na rehat... :( npew dpt cuty pnjang sgt neh =.= xtau nk wtpe kt uma..hehhe..ley gk da keja2 tliz blog n fb..layan~~ xpon layan ym ja..hik3..ksihtan kurang mmbaik :( adoiii..smakin takut plak 14/3 neh cm ne yaa..mama dia ckp xsket,juz luka n trasa sikt wktu nk wt msok lm kerengkung 2..adoii..ak xdapat byg kna..:'( mmgg la bius sparuh sedar,tp ak takot :( arap2 bjalan lancar 14/3 neh..da la sma tarikh ak ngn ****..dia nek cord..ak nek opstal,waaaaaa...sma2 takut...:( nizam?no komen~~yg pnting ak takut 14/3 neh..help mee..ak nk lri la 14/3 neh..ehh,jgn,gla kew ak neh..hik3..da mls na pk sal cinta cintun neh(ckp sja)hik3..apew2 pon eila arap korg doakn eila yer,, :)

ribuan terima kasih untuk kak maya

thaxx sgt2 kt kak maya sbb tolg wat blog neh untuk ak... :) ak x pndau sgt sal blog2 neh..huhu..alhamdulillah idop ak smakin hepy sikt.. :) tp 14/3 neh ak kna g wt scope at hosptal sultan abdul halim sungai petani kedah..kna p pgi,arp2 ak xde ape2 wktu wak masok kamera dlm perut neh..takut sgt3.. :( kpada kwn2 yg bg smangat dkt ak.. :) thaxx alots..apa status ak skunk?dia da blik kt ak..tp ak ase cm x de ape jew?npe ak ase cm neh?ak ksian at ssorg yg amat2 hargai ak..npew neh?ak konfius ngn aty ak sndry!!y?